You are welcome here....

I started off thinking I was going to do a weight loss blog. That was too one dimensional for me - but I absolutely love some of the ones I follow! This is a typical, broad spectrum, anything goes hybrid of diary and therapy for me. You are welcome here.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

These are the days...

These are the days when one seems to blend into another. Monday through Friday are simply 5 days in between the weekends. We get up, dressed, eat breakfast, go to work/school, come home, eat dinner, play or watch a little tv, baths, bed, and sleep. Weekends come with about an hour of extra sleep - if I don't stay up watching tivoed shows. weekends also bring about routine cleaning/maintenance. Noting much exciting happening - a smattering of kiddy birthday parties to attend. No big events for me until our June 19th house party - yes - the Hill Billy House PArty. Fun times.....
These are the days that fly by and then you turn around in a few years and say "Where did time go?" I am trying to appreciate the small things - dancing with my kids. My babies 3 year old unbearable cuteness, funny anecdotes from students....living in the moment. Then another weekend rolls up and mundane chores prevail and it seems almost Ground Hog Dayish....

I am not down - but I am not hyped either. I feel very vanilla....
Sure, there are some things that have my feathers ruffled....an administrative position possibly opened and not feeling like I have a shot. The uncertainty of what position I will have next year while trying to hand over materials to the new special ed teacher. Home improvement issues (I HATE my stained carpet!!) that will have to wait due to lack of $, figuring out when and how step-daughter will come this summer, continued and ongoing stress - or actually lack of any contact - with in laws....
very simple, ordinary stuff. No rage. No passion - just kind of blah...
It's Wednesday. Normally called Hump day - but it is just another day -
I feel blessed overall -
not overly so - not underly (new word!) so -